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looks at the stars* ooo pretty

wowwww you forget about me. nice. thanks for that-rosè

sure about that? seems like ya moved on! well in case you missed it. I have leukemia.

did I have a fūckinf choice? I can’t be myself when I have a cancer inside of me Jungkook. not like you were there and not like you care

stupid auto correct 😤

I’m sorry..I’m just scared okay? have fun with her..-tears up and runs away-

-stops and sits down on the grass and hugs my knees- what..

-looks at you and grabs your hand, pulling you down next to me- than why’d you go and date someone else..

why..? she’s better than me anyway..-lays my head on your shoulder and plays with your fingers-

really? -half smiles and looks at you-

-giggles and kisses your cheek then looks away-

you know what I did when I found out I had cancer? I cried a lot because I thought I was gonna loose you. and I kinda did, right?

-nods-

- buried my face in your chest- hopefully your crush won’t get mad at me for this..

but she really liked you and you really like her Jungkookie

likes*

-nods, starting to get sad and hugs my knees-

-shrugs and looks away-

well..aren’t you gonna go look at the stars with her?

I mean..their pretty..like her.

-nods and stands up, letting go of your hand-

-kisses you softly- bye..i guess..-starts walking away while tears streaming down my face-

thanks *shakes my head* but I’m not beautiful

why not..-looks at you-

-sits back down but doesn’t face you-

hmm...*hugs you gently* but your handsome and handsome beats beautiful

I missed you too..-doesn’t turn around- yah see you make her happy Jungkookie don’t hurt her, you have to let me go...

*kisses your cheek* it’s true

I don’t want you to..but I just don’t want you to hurt her..she needs someone like you and I know she’s better than me and deserves you

yay

good...I have to go before I have a panic attack and leave again. bye..-starts crying again and quickly runs away-

-quickly runs back to you and hugs you- I can’t leave you..it’s too hard..

-looks up at you and wipes your tears-

I love you..I always will

really? me either Jungkookie -smiles and wipes my tears and kisses your nose- mwah

good. -looks behind you and gasps- kookie look at the sunset!

-nods and watches it and quickly kisses you before it goes away-

-smiles and looks down shyly-

don’t laugh at me it’s not funny 😤 -giggles-

it sounded like itttt

fine hmph

Jackson’s mad at me what do I do

I-I thought....*tears up* never mind

I’m sorry *looks away as tears roll down my face*

f-for being here....I’m sorry for living

mhm sure I do...I deserve nothing *looks at you alittle and immediately looks away* I thought I was beautiful...I thought I meant something to you

but I’m just trash aren’t I? my feelings mean nothing

I wanted us to be a thing *looks to the side* and I already cut

I messed up. I’m sorry. bye.

I’m about ready to kill myself...but please do not hurt yourself *hugs you* I have feelings for you Jungkook

p-please don’t *tears up* d-don’t leave me please

p-please *looks at you with pain filled eyes* if you do it...I do it

and p-please don’t be mad *looks down* if you see my wrists

*looks at the sky* I wish I was as beautiful as the sky *hugs you*

*looks at you* I-I am?

hmm *smiles alittle and looks at you * but you very handsome

hi

how are you

I’m okie

nofin

sure like what

idk...let’s go swimming

okie let’s go *finds my swimsuit *

*smiles* you are handsome

why be sorry

why

aww can I help

how

smiles*

^^

yay *giggles*

helps you* hehe

yay hehe

hugs back* is everything okay

promise

goodie

hi hi

how are you

I’m okie

nofin I’m bored

let’s do something

you choose

^

okie

hi cutie

eh

yeah I-I’m good

hi