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Carley don't. I know why, I miss him too. I cut three times last night because of it

you know what Brice also said before he you know passed?

what did he say*cries*-Carley

he said "I love you baby girl do not ever think I don't, I know you will probably replace me with someone new but I hope I'm always in your heart"

*cries*i do t think I can do this anymore*runs away*

*follows* Carley stop

why should i*cries*

because even though Brice is up in heaven, he is right now watching down on you probably crying because he caused you so much pain and he wishes he could have stayed

I want to be with him*cries and runs to the bridge*

*runs after you* Carley stop what you are doing

I'm going to be with him no matter what*stands there by the ledge*

*grabs your arm* Carley don't

*jerks arm*

*looks at you* you have no idea what I'm losing if you jump and what your losing if you die

I'm losing nothing no one cares about me he was the only one that actually cared

I care, River, Caleb, austin and everybody on your account cares

*sits down and cries*

*sits next to you* you can't do this

why

we care about you and I know you won't let yourself jump

yes I will if I want to

*looks at you* you want to but you don't need to there fore if you go I'm going too

no you aren't

then don't go. *pulls you away from ledge*

*sighs*

*stands you up* now think about this. think about how much pain you are in because of Brice, now you know how much pain everybody will be in if you jump

none

no, I know I will and all of my brothers

*cries*

just don't do it

no promises

it's your choice to do it and I know I can't stop you.

*looks around*

*looks at you* what is your choice

I-I'm not sure yet

well think about it very clearly bc I think you won't

*sighs*

*looks up at the sky* I know he's up there crying bc he thinks your gonna do it

I just wanna be with him

well if you want to be with him so bad and if you want to really leave then I really can't stop you

I just need time to think

I know.

*sighs*

I know you need to think. *shows you my arm full of cuts* this is what my thinking looks like

*looks at you*

*looks down*

*sighs*