hmmmm i don’t know *smiles small and tilts my head a bit as i stand in front of you with my arms crossed over my chest*

things that best friends don’t do *grins playfully and leans against the wall a bit*

*laughs softly as i look down at you and stands up a bit straighter* i don’t know

*laughs and gently drapes my arm around your chest and holds onto your shoulder* i knoww we have to find new hobbies

as much as i want to, and i want to *laughs and leans into you a bit more* i’d say that may make the healing process worse

oh you’re cruel *grins as i turn you around face me, brushing your hair behind your ear*

i am not going to have sèx with you while you cry *laughs and kisses the top of your head softly, then looks back at you*

yes let’s bake cookies *smiles as my breath hitches a bit when i feel your touch*

*grins softly and tilts my head a bit as i push my hips into you playfully* mm i like that idea too

okay that works *grins and relaxes a bit as i nod* what kind of cookies are we baking?

*brings my hands around to your back, resting them above your bum and looks down at you* hm, i like sugar the best i think

*leans down, keeping my lips inches away from yours as i move my hands to your waist, grinning* you better knock it off

*tightens my grip on your waist and leans my head back, against the wall playfully* ughhh lets go bake cookies before i bend you over the couch right there

you’re ki lling me *walks as you pull me and tries to adjust myself before you can see*

*grins as i watch you, starting to grab ingredients* as am i

you’re right *nods as i walk up behind you, placing the ingredients in the bowl then takes your hand around the whisk, pressing my length onto your back*

mhm *continues to move your hand, using my other hand to grip your waist*

*takes the whisk out once the dough is mixed and pulls the tray over to us* then, we’ve got to roll them into balls *picks up a bit of the dough, handing it to you then places my hands over yours as i move them to roll the dough*

i know you are *grins as i talk softly in your ear, continuing to roll out the dough*

and onto the tray they go *grins as i place a few on the tray, pressing my length against your bum*

*watches you and chews on the inside of my bottom lip* all done

you know i feel the same way actually *lets out a breath dramatically and starts to lift my shirt a bit*

*slips it off completely and tosses it onto the counter, shrugging softly as i watch you* no big deal

*walks up to you, slowly dragging your shirt up with my fingertips as i meet your eyes sternly*

*breathes deeply as my eyes fall to your chest, then back up* now what should we do while they bake?

neither do i *shakes my head and lets you pull me closer by my waistband, then places my hands on your bra straps, toying with them as i look at you*

yeah let’s do that *nods and grins as i tug at your bra straps* should we go to the bedroom? in case of rora

*laughs softly and pulls out my phone, setting a timer and then nods as i slip it back into my pocket* lets go

*walks after you and smiles to myself, then closes the door once in the room with you*

*laughs softly and walks to the nightstand where my glasses still are and slips them on as i pull the blanket off of you*

*grins and gets into the bed, wrapping my arms around you tightly and lets out a breath as my skin touches yours*

hi pretty girl *grins as i keep my eyes on you, holding my hands on your hips*

i’d rather you decide that *smiles small at you as i push my glasses up just a bit on my face*

you know what i’m going to pick *laughs softly and grins as i lean down to ki ss your shoulder softly* but i don’t want to make you uncomfortable

*grins and nods as i move my lips to your neck, pressing soft kisses up and down it*

*slips my glasses off and moves my lips up to yours, ki ssing you passionately and a bit eagerly*

*moans softly against your lips as i pull you onto my lap, ki ssing you tenderly*

*slows myself and wraps my arms around your waist, ki ssing you back lovingly, tilting my head to the side a bit*

*places one of my hands on the back of your neck, continuing the ki ss*

*speaks softly and opens my eyes slowly as my hand sits on your chest* i know baby

*wraps my arms around you tightly and holds you against me* i’m so sorry

*holds you tightly and grabs the blanket, wrapping it around you as i start to rub your back*

i know *speaks softly as i frown, resting my head on yours*

you’re okay i’ve got you *nods gently as i hold the back of your head gently*

shh *looks down at you and wipes your tears gently with my thumb*

i know i’m sorry i shouldn’t have *shakes my head and leans into your hand a bit*

i know i do too *laughs a little and rests my forehead against yours* ughhh

you always make me happy *smiles at you and leans my head against the headboard a bit*

i’ve never though of you as a burden *shakes my head softly as i eyes look over you, then pulls the blanket over us a bit more*

*frowns and gently places you beside me, laying down with you* hm

*wraps my arms around you, pulling you into me closely*

i still love you so much blaze *smiles small down at you when i feel your touch on my stomach* do you still love me?

*slips my hand into yours and squeezes it softly* you pinky promise?

*smiles as i look at our hands then back at you* sweet girl

yes little greys girl *smiles wide and kisses your forehead gently as you curl up to me*

always and forever *smiles down at you and meets your eyes gently*

WHERED YOUR BIO GOOOO

i fell asleep i’m sorry

i miss you so muchhh

you better not be cryinggggg

come back come back

i hope work isn’t horrible

only 30 minutes!

then you’re off!

now i’m afraid you disappeared

since you deleted your bio 😭

i’m gonna cry if you left

surely not

better not have anyway 😞

you’re just at work i’m being paranoid

but post a new bio so i can see your pretty face

bff

oopsss

wait no :(

no no no

talk to me honey

are you going to leave?

well i don’t want to make you stay if you don’t want to ❤️

:( i’m sorry

i love you more bff

a little better but now i’m sad

oops 😅

shhhh i’m worried about you x

i want to hug you

and make you feel better

bleh

do i need to step away you think?

okay, i understand. i hope things start to work out for you i feel so bad that i can’t help x

okay x

no no no please don’t

don’t leave me alone i missed you all day

are you home yet? x

how was work? was it slow all day?

oh no poor thing, i h ate days like that. they go by so slow

i’m sorryyyy

i just layed around and rested, i feel like i wasted my day but oh well

i did end up getting kfc haha

ope i didn’t eat dinner

well what did miss blaze have for dinner?

blazebaddddd

do you think we should try to do something together or would that maybe be a bad idea?

i don’t knowww remix me and we can figure something out?

where did you goooo

i’m backkk

attempting to wrap christmas presents 🤢

i got my mom a louis vuitton purse but like, how do i wrap that? 😭

okay you probably think i’m in idiot

i think i am an idiot actually

i wish you could help me, these look soooo bad

she’s been asking for one for a while i’m excited to give it to her :)

i tryyyy

stop it you’re so sweet

sorry sweet girl, i’m back x

i’m sorry you’re feeling sick :(

you’re okay sweetheart, you don’t have to apologize x

not just yet x

are you?

if you’re tired you can sleep honey

i don’t want to keep you up x

you sure you don’t want to talk? or can you not? x

okay, i’m sorry if i’m prying :(

of course x

go ahead

now’s fine :)

i can’t say i would be :(

the only thing really keeping me here is you x

i wouldn’t move on with anyone else really, i don’t have any d esire to

and i’m not saying these things to make you stay, just telling the truth x

if leaving would be easiest for you and help you out, i say go for it

as much as it’s going to hurt losing you, i want you to be the best version of yourself

i mean i think id leave too if you left

are you thinking of leaving?

not at all

i loved the time we spent together

ugh i don’t want to leave you :(

why don’t we try to sleep on it and talk more in the morning? please don’t leave impulsively

i would much rather you tell me before hand :(

i’m going to try i think

thank you sweet girl. goodnight and i still love you ❤️

good morning pretty girl

i won’t be with my family until probably tomorrow since i’m still a little sick

profile pic is soooo ‘cool girl’ i’m obsessed

how are you feeling?

i’m feeling betterrrr

yeahhh, boreddd

are you doing anything with your family today?

okay that’s okay x

no not at all. are you mad at me? x

no no no i’m not bothered or mad at all. i just feel bad :(

i want you to be happy and it k ills me that i don’t know how to fix it

i’m sorry :(

no im not, that would be fine and i can give you guys yours as well x

you poor thing

you deserve some good sleep sweetheart

i’m sorry i’ve been on and off all day i’ve been trying to rest up as much as possible for tomorrow

which i do not feel like doing anything 🥲

oh my goodness

i may have to do that, we’ll see how i’m feeling tomorrow bleh

i will definitely let you know before if i end up going ❤️

so you’re not left in the dark

how come sweetheart?

hmm did anxiety get to you?

gosh i’m sorry :(

i missed you today and i slept a lot and now im feeling a little better just kind of drained :/

i missed you so much

omg nooo i missed you so muchhhh

yes yes yes

mhm i had some soup, did you eat todayyyy

omg nothing at all???

probably because you need to eatttt

turn them wheels offfff it’s almost christmas :)

i know it’s not the easy though :(

yeah it really does bleh

mhm mhm

hahahaha i will definitely tell you, im excited tooo

i got him a nice bottle of whiskey and some new whiskey glasses x

not just yetttt

you’re not vanishinggg

nopeee i’m not gonna tell you when i am 🙂‍↔️

oh true

we don’t want that

millerwantblazehappy

i’ll tell you i guessss but you’re not allowed to vanish

blazemusttellmiller

BLAZETELLMILLERNOWWWW

it’s so funny hahaha

i need to knowww the surprise

you’re a teaseeee

oh it’s christmas in nashville hehe

merry christmas bff blaze ❤️

now tell me the surprise 🙂‍↕️

oh my it does you’re right

is it a good surprise or a bad surprise

you’re ki lling me im very impatient hehe

tell me you brat 😑

oh she’s rude

fineeee but i’m about to sleep soon so you better tell me before i go to beddd

okay i’ll try to stay up a little longer :)

UHM THE BEST SURPRISE EVER?

YES

i’m so happy

i pinky promise a billion times

omg i’m the worst

my eyes are so heavy 😞

okayyyy i’m trying 😭

no you’re fineeee i’m okay :)

i feel a lot better really x

hehe i kinda am but that’s my fault for sleeping all day

i did, you’re rightttt

so so so happy

my girllll

i will talk to you tomorrow sweet girl, i’ll let you know my plans and i’ll be here tomorrow night for sure. goodnight and merry christmas ❤️

hi my sweet girl, i’m with my family i’ll try to be here as much as possible today but if i don’t talk to you before tonight, i’ll be here all night ❤️

hiii

i’ll be on for a bit x