I’m sorry to hear that about your parents, there’s no way that can be an easy thing to bear. Please don’t ever hold yourself responsible for their actions. It isn’t your fault, and I truly mean that. Money is not an easy thing to navigate with a partner and that’s just the way things are unfortunately. Also, with two sisters myself, I do know how it feels to be overwhelmed when they’re friends are over. Just try to stay true to yourself and don’t worry about what others think ♥️ do the things that you enjoy, listen to music that you love. Try to stay positive, I know it must be hard. Wishing you the best , feel free to talk to me whenever you need to ✨