don't think of it as complaining think of it as venting. it's totally okay to vent about stuff and you need to be able to do that or else you'll just become a big bubble of stress and sadness. I get what you're saying because I feel that way sometimes as well but you just have to remember that no one has to include you, they're doing it because they want to. I will gladly talk to you if you need someone. try to stay positive. 💕