promise me something Jack. even though we only know we only know each other virtually. don't loose hope. I lost hope and look at me. I'm a monster. depressed. don't turn into me

Jack that was the past. u haven't turned into me. I'm ten times worse than what you described. so STOP BEATING YOURSELF UP!!! I HATE WHEN MY FRIENDS BEAT THEMSELVES UP!!! IT MAKES ME FEEL AWFUL AND I THINK THAT IM NOT DOING ENOUGH FOR THEM!!! YOU MADE ME FEEL BETTER WHEN I WAS DEPRESSED! NOW I WANT TO HELP YOU!!

* hugs * I don't care if you push me out a million times. I'll boomerang back to you. I don't care if you try to kill me. I do care that you feel this way though. please stop feeling this way because I care for you

DONT U DARE FEEL BAD!!! and your not resorting to get nice people to help you. they want to help you. I don't want u to feel anymore pain or suffering or agony like what your feeling right now because I know how it feels, and it doesn't feel nice