{click} HAPPY BIRTHDAY TYLER JOSEPH Hey... I'm gonna say something kinda weird... I miss when I was incredibly sad. I miss cutting, I miss crying, I miss coping. I feel depthless and empty, like my life is meaningless. This is terrible, but I feel like if you've been through something extremely challenging, such as abùse or depression, your life is more meaningful. Like, look at Gerard. He had anorèxia and a drúg addiction, and that's why he's so inspirational. If he never had any of those, he'd just be another singer from another band, you know? Idk, I feel like I've lost a sense of introspection I once had. Have you guys ever felt like that?

yes, i feel like that all the time. sometimes i just want to go cut because it brings back the memories i had listening to tøp and crying because it made me feel safe. but i know that's not healthy to revisit the bad memories; i just feel like a piece of me is missing without the sadness.

thank you a lot fren💜

if you ever wanna talk I'm here💕✨☺️

i want to say i relate but i'm still in the sadness so i honestly don't think i can say anything meaningful. i'm sorry

it's okay fren I was able to focus and I finished now💜thank you

thanks, I'm super stressed because of them

I love it so much

E -I have met around seven people named Emma in the past two years and they've all been really nice so tHEM

Yep

oh nice, thanks

it was really nice. also thank you ☺️

(Reply) She's Jordan Fish's wife

Hi

hi okay

so the reason why I was asking was bc while I read a ton of smùt, I actually find that music actually hits you deeper and hatder

I'm listening to daughter for the first time idk if I like this yet

which song??

Nah one of my favourite singers is Simon Curtis. I'm okay with sêxually explicit songs

ah ok, in that case I highly recommend (you know it) Nicole dollanganger

That song was good but I forget what it's called. It was the one you recommended

I'll get around to listening to her one day

no care? landfill?

daughter is really really incredible, they're in my top five bands. they're not what you're used to, but that's kind sad indie stuff is all I listen to

Landfill that was it

ah it's so great omg

I didn't like London Grammar. And uh yeah sad indie stuff is something I am used to as Balance And Composure and Now, Now are two of my favourite bands

but srsly am I helping you or just making you sadder

Yeah it's really good

that's fine, London grammar is a very strange sound, most people don't like her

ok cool. lm rly rly sorry, but I actually have to go my mom is gonna lose it. message me anytime, I hope you're feeling a bit better

ily

Okay, thank you :) alsolistentothealbumthreadsbynownowitsamazingyouwouldlikeitbye

this is so beautiful 🖤🖤