I'm sorry I'm late but yes of course man

sbsksodi well I’m upset again so I’ll lkke v en t now

so like all my friends are going to prom and getting invited to parties that I’m not and it just makes me feel like a sad füćk

like I feel like I’m slowly loosing all my irl friends because of how bad my brain stuff is getting because like I don’t really talk to them for hours at a time and I want to be involved but sometimes when I do I just feel like I’m being ignored

and like I know I’m a worthless piece of shït nobody but like you’d think I get invited to the things my friends do but noooo I’m just less of a person than they are

sorry if this sounds really stupid I like just feel like I’m slowly fading out of my own friend group even though I’m probably not I still feel like I am

like I want to be involved but I can’t and I’m scared that after high school when we all go to college I’ll just loosenlike all of them even if some of them go to the same college as me

I want to freaking do stuff but I’m such a no body no one even bothers asking me or maybe they just assume I’m so antisocial fhay I don’t want to go

I wish I could cheer myself up but I’m loosing interest in almost everything that cheered me up

all my friends seemto be doing so much more than me and they’re all smarter than me so I feel like I’m just left behind and I’m unable to catch up no Matter what I try to do

not even bad musicallys r cheering me up

maybe it’s just that I’m tired of being alone but I know nothings going to change that I’ll be alone

ahsjxo I know they’re trying to be supportive at times, but ignoring me and not even asking if I’m okay sometimes doesn’t help at all like sure they’re concerned for me but I literally can never tell that!!

maybe I should just leave that friend group because I barely feel apart of it but I have no where else to go

well I think that you should tell them this because they could really use that info. if they're your real good friends then they should understand and start trying to include you more. if they don't, then they were bad friends in the first place. if that happens, then I guess you're gonna have to find some better friends? it's probably not gonna be easy, considering how you're feeling rn, but I swear that you'll get some. Right now though, the most important thing is to take care of yourself. if you need to take a day off of school, please do it'll totally help yourself if you just like laid down and watched some goooood tv.

if u want to try and get back with that friend group also, I'll also say that you can just try to get the one you trusted and liked most and go see a movie with them. maybe that'll help?

shdjodod I ain’t gonna confront them about it thag just feels like awkward since I’m still technically about it and the problem with finding better friends is that I really don’t have any other friends

annddd I am skipping school cause it’s senior skip day

I mean,, how are they gonna know if you don't tell them?¿ I mean you don't have to do it now but you should eventually it could be really helpful to them or to you

I’ll just bottle it uplike I do everything else

tHats nOt hEaLTHY mY frIEND

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