I really missed you 😭

daddy I miss you

i love you..

and we might delete our account on here, we’re not sure yet

im on this account now

miss you

miss daddy

dude

where are youuuuu

alejandro its been over a month, i miss my best friend

i hope you’re okay

life is soooo boring without you

you told me you wouldn’t leave again.. and yet you did

OH SHI

ALEJANDRO

I MISSED YOU SO MUCH

I AM SO HAPPY YOURE HERE

babyyyy hiiii!!

I missed you too!!

how are you?

DUDEEEEE

I MISSED YOU MORE

you don’t know how happy i am right now

im gooddddd

how are you

where have you been

can I have cuddlesssss!

*crawls into your arms* I missed you sm

I miss you more *snuggles in your arms*

nuuu uhh *smiles and buries my face in your nexk*

*giggles softly and keeps my face where it is*

*closes my eyes*

it’s been okay, i’ve been sick alot

i have to tell you something

noooo i missed you more

I WAS ASLEEP

i need rest

i was feeling bad

*slowly falls asleep in your arms*

*snuggles into your arms and sleeps*

*sleeps*

yea again

i miss you most, don’t leave again

or..

i’ll cry

yea i’ll cry if you leave again

i’ve been talking to someoneeeee

it’s okay, im feeling better today

im kiddinggggg, i know life gets busy sometimes

but if you leave again i will miss you until you come back

holden

i don’t know if you’ve met him before, but i’ve known him for a year or so and he recently came back and we’ve been talking and getting closer

i don’t know if you remember what happened with ophelia and how she was pretending to be aaron and multiple other people i’ve talked to of dated, but that has been holding us back.. im too afraid to move forward and get hurt again :(

i don’t get notifications when you comment

yea and i could never find your instagram

he’s really nice :)

thank you and it did mess me up :( im still trying to get over it, but its also effecting my relationship with holden

and she might’ve came back and did it to him too

thats weird

oh, yea that’s a good idea

me too

im trying, but i cant help it.. she really ruined alot for me

but i don’t want it to ruin my relationship with holden

i thought she left too but she might’ve came back as someone else.. but the signs are there

it’s likely

okay

thanks, im okay right now

yea :)

thank you

everyone has said that :) but i think i like brown more

i don’t know

why notttt

you think soooo? i didn’t think it looked that good

i’ll leave it blond for just a little bittttt

okay, what do you want to do?

hey dude, I’m Holden :) mar thought we’d hit it off

I would say maybe a year? maybe longer than that :)

I’m glad she has a friend like you, she’s been so excited since you came back x

yea that sounds good

*wakes up after a while*

im pretty good dude, how are you?

I appreciate you being here, mar could use a friend

hmm anywhere with tacos, i want tacos

so tell me, what’s soo cool about you? mar wouldn’t be friends with anyone less cool than her x

yes, i’ll start getting ready

*looks at you and smiles*

she does have that effect on others, she’s the coolest person I know :)

how did you and mar meet?

okay *picks out something to wear and gets changed*

she definitely is a catch that’s for sure x

that’s a long time wow :)

yk I appreciate both answers dude 🙂‍↕️

*does my hair once i get dressed and goes to grab a pair of shoes*

*goes onto my phone*

is there anything cool I should know about you dude? x

she is an angel :) fallen for one myself

I see that as an impressive skill dude, I would say.. I can play the guitar x

I know :( I don’t want her to go through anymore hard stuff

*grabs a jacket and goes to sit, waiting for you*

*smiles* hi baby boy

morning dude!

you’re all good :) and im great dude, how bout you?

*waits*

I’m glad to hear that x

*waits*

what do you like doing for fun? x

I love cooking for others, bake too, I’ve in school to become a music teacher :) and I play music (big surprise)

but your wayyy cooler

cool best bros? :)

how was your nap?

do you want to do something cool? :)

you like snow? :)

we can build a snowman, what do you think of that idea Alejandro? :)

*puts my shoes on*

i’m still not getting your notifications, im sorry :(

to my front lawn we go *grins and guides you to my lawn*

it was good, I didn’t mean to fall asleep *looks over at you*

*gets up and goes to open the door* hey dude

it’s weird, i got one now

*smiles and hugs you* im ready whenever you are

now i didn’t get one, so weird

*grins and puts on my jacket, boots, and my mittens I

bundled up alej? *grins and crosses my arms over my chest* I’m so pumped

no no I’m sorry *chuckles and looks at you* I meant to ask if you’re warm enough to go out x

okay *grabs my phone and my purse*

*puts on my coat and grabs my house keys* im ready

I am warm, thank you x *grins and opens the door to my front lawn* lets head out

go out ^

*follows you to the car*

i miss you too

we don’t get your guys notifications so we never know when your on or messaged us

thank you *gets in*

that happens to us too

we get the notifications that you like out post and that’s about it

I enjoy the snow too *grins and leans down on the snow to feel it* reminds me of my childhood

tell me, what do you want to do first? *grins and stands up on my feet again* snowball fight? snowman?

congratulations dude 😎

*puts on my seatbelt once i get in*

you’re welcome

yea *smiles and glances out the window for a moment* i’ve been craving tacos

i like both, but i haven’t had birria in a long time, i might get that today

*smirks and grabs some snow before forming it into a ball* you’re going down

yes *grabs my phons*

*chuckles and tries to dodge it but manages to get hit* *smirks and tries to hide behind a treee as I throw a snowball at you*

*connects my phone to the aux and looks for a song*

*chooses a song and places my phone down*

we’re good, really good *grins and looks over at you* how are you and brianna?

me either, it makes me really upset

oh stopppp *rolls my eyes playfully and giggles* that’s good

*chuckles and grabs another snowball and charges at you with it* attackkkk

hmm maybe.. i’ll admit it this time *grins and glances out the window* you’re welcome

taco time *takes off my seatbelt once we’re in the parking lot*

*grabs my phone and opens the door, getting out*

*grins and runs towards you but manages to slip on ice* woah! dude!

*walks over to meet you on your side* ready?

yes *follows you to the door and walks inside* thank you

it really does

*laughs and tries to stand up* dude that was hilarious *smirks and then pulls your hand so you fall into the snow*

kisses? maybe more

mmm okay daddy *grins and reaches over to kxss you*

it smells good in here *walks to the counter*

you’re so sweet *chuckles and nods when you ask if I’m okay* you can throw a snowball at me for pulling you into the snow x

*looks up at the menu as well* hmmmm

*looks and shrugs* i think i might just get birria

*giggles and climbs onto your lap*

I’m so sorry

*kisses you*

*wraps my legs around you and kisses you*

*smiles and holds onto you*

*watches you*

*gasps softly as you kxss my body*

*looks down at you and spreads my legs a little*

*watches you*

okay *waits for someone to come to the register and orders*

*moans*

*waits*

let’s sit by the window *grabs your hand and goes to the booth by the window*

*walks over and sits down* perfect spot

*looks at you and grins* thank you

thank youuuuu alejandro

yea you’re first 😎

yea it is, the blonde is fading

and blue extensionssss, im going back to brown soon

i miss having brown hair

thank you again :)

*grins and looks out the window*

hehe yea

i know, i think darker colors look better on me

but i liked blond

*looks over at you and shrugs a little* mm not much, after what happened with ophelia i took a break to focus on myself and started getting busier, then after a while i came back and made a few new friends then holden came back and we started to talk more and more, now we’re here

dude 😔 i apologize for not answering

your notifications never show upp

but for my best bro, I’ll give you the meal of a lifetime

what’s your favorite fast food place?

thank you

it’s okay, i know you get busy sometimes and im okay now, thanks *grins and looks at you while you fidget with your hands then frowns* yea? is something wrong?

I feel terrible dude

because I’m not cool without you x

I’m buying you all your fav food let’s go 🙂‍↕️

*gasps and starts to smile* you’re thinking of proposing? ahhhh that’s so exciting. i don’t know how long you and brianna have been together for, but if you feel the two of you are in a good place and time feels right and you think both of you are ready to take the next step, i don’t think it’s a bad idea

I insist, my best bro needs the best food man 😎

you deserve to be spoiled dude

*squeals and jumps up from my seat* ahhhh im so happy for you, i think she’ll say yes

as long as they got wings or pasta, or grilled cheese, I’m set dude 🤝🏼

i hope so too, but i think she will *grins and sits down* and i will be at the wedding

yea that makes sense *giggles softly and nods* i would like to be a part of it, but if i can’t that’s okay, i’ll be happy to be there

okay *grins as someone brings our food and thanks them* it smells so good

*grins and grabs my car keys, jogging to the car*

mm *looks down at my plate and carefully picks up one of my tacos to take a bite*

so dude, I was thinking, after we eat we can go chill at a park. or maybe do something we both never tried *grins and gets into the drivers*

*grins and offers you my phone with Spotify opened* you want to play some music dude?

may fall asleep soon dude x

oh yea, i forgot about the lime *giggles and sets my taco down, picking up my lime to squeeze onto my taco* i was too excited

*gasps softly and watches you*

*giggles softly*

*watches you*

*looks at you*

*nods*

*takes a bite of mine after i finish with the lime* how does yours taste

*finishes chewing and holds my thumbs up as i nod* delicious

mhm *nods and takes another bite*

*looks out the window while i eat*

let’s see if you got good taste *grins and glances at my phone when we stop at a red light* tell me about your cool music dude

*continues to eat quietly*

*eats slowly, staring out the window*

*looks over at you and nods* yea i am, im just not sure if im very hungry anymore

*looks down at my plate and nods* yes

*looks at you* are you sure? you can finish if you want

okay, thanks *takes it and puts the rest of my tacos in the box*

heyyy dude x

*closes the box and stands up*

*gasps softly looking up at you*

okay *holds my box and walks to the door*

thanks *walks out*

*walks over to the car*

*moans and arches my back*

*nods and bites my lip*

*moans and cxms along with you*

*gets in and puts my box down so i can shut the door and put on my seatbelt ^

*grabs my box and holds it in my lap

*looks out the window*

oh yea, sorry *grabs my phone and connects it to the aux*

*chooses a song from my playlist and sets my phone down* i haven’t been feeling the best emotionally

dude I’m so exhausted

if you’re music is bipolar so is mine *grins and pulls out of the driveway* I listen to arctic monkeys, the wallows, a little of Kate bush *grins and shrugs* Arctic monkeys remind me of mar. most of their songs make me think of her. what kinds of songs make you think of your girl?

i’ve been a little down and exhausted and missing holden *looks out the window* it turns out ophelia did come back and pretended to be someone else

well he knows because she told him and they had a friendship and almost had a romantic relationship with each other *nods and looks over at you* i think she’s gone now.. but she’ll probably come back again, she always does when she thinks everyone forgot

not exactly, she told him she was pretending to be the girl he was talking to *looks at you and raises an eyebrow* do you think so? because i thought so too.. but when the person admitted they were pretending to be all of those people, they wouldn’t say who they really were because they wanted to stay anonymous, but i suspected it might be her

i’ve never noticed that, but you’re right and almost all of her characters loved drawing and doodling and journaling.. *frowns and thinks* i’ve never talked to her, but i would see her comments sometime on your posts and the typing did look similar

i remember that.. after i found out everything, i started thinking of all of the people i’ve talked to or interacted with and i could probably make a list of all of the people she has pretended to be

yea that’s weird.. what? she tried to make you have s xx with her? did you tell her no? *frowns and looks at you* alejandro, that’s terrible

dude I love frank ocean *grins and looks at you* I bet she’s a lucky girl. you’re the only dude I’ve met in a long time that’s this cool. and nice. and don’t say things like “this is so d^pe” *chuckles and shakes my head* I like all kinds of music. whatever feels good

good morning dude x

*moans and reaches for you so I can kxss your lips*

okay good, that would’ve been really bad.. but that’s still really weird

yea, that’s what i’ve been trying to do *nods* but she always comes back

i think she’s obsessed with me *thinks for a moment then shakes my head* just home

because every time she comes back she tries to talk to me and interferes