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so I've been thinking a lot about mental illness lately. I know I have somethin going on, I know I have reasons in my past to have somethin going on. I don't think I have depression. I have similar feelings to it, but not the same demon-like haunting that's common. I have many things that might point to anxiety. but idk. there is one thing I do know. I'm almost positive I have depersonalization. I heard about it and it basically describes everything I've been feeling. idek about labels tho tbh. I think I should just do what makes me happy and deal with what doesn't. but at the same time, i think it would be helpful to know, ya know? idk if I'll see a therapist. maybe if the subject comes up with my parents. but I just wanted to talk about this. and I don't want to sound like I'm faking any mental illnesses. I can't even imagine what it's like to have things I don't have, like severe depression, and the things I hear only give me a glimpse. I have friends who do. I think I might want to go into psychology when I'm older. I want to help people. anyways, sorry. thanks for leading this super long rant. stay positive. stay strong. stay alive |-/ if anyone ever wants to talk to me I'm a l w a y s willing to listen.