SO BEAUTIFUL!!

amazing as always 💕

aotd: frightened...

a: ^^^ wHaT tHeY sAiD !! YEET MYSELF OUT OF THERE

gorgeous~~ aotd: TERRIFIED SJSJJD

YESSSS SLAYY

thanks love♥️

jsjdjd politics are a scary thing... and bringing in a whole other spices into it just seems like a mess

pretty!

true she is queen dsdadsd this is stunning.

well, I just feel like people care for me, but deep down.. they don’t care ;-;

uwu

thank you!!!🌸💐

np

thanks and so is this!❤️👏🏼

thank youuuu 💘☀️😊

TYSMM😩❤️❤️

She’s so beautiful and this edit is so beautiful 💜

Also tysm much for your sweet comments 💜🥺💜

omg ty🤧💜

yeah i’m fine, I just don’t feel happy nor sad..

and beautiful icon.

re:// aw thanks

I mean @caption depends how I feel that day if I feel like idk dying? ig I’ll be excited but if I actually feel like living that day I’m carrying a cross to a church and start to beg

yeeeeee

so how you’ve been?

lol for me if I explain it’s gonna take forever

just know I’m depressed and a lil stressed ✌️🤪

same

but last week @-@ that was a week I’ve had more breakdowns than anything and they all ended the same chest hurting and hard to properly think and breath straight

*breathe

tbh idek

I’m sorry I honestly don’t see the point of ruining your night with these stupid irrelevant eMoTiOnS 🤪

it’s whatever

hah....you wanna know what I said to my friends? I said “in order for me to get out of this pain can you pls slap me into a coma I just wanna escape for awhile; I mean just like a koala let me sleep for 22hrs”

to me they sometimes are

to me my life is embarrassing.....if someone would play my life in a movie would it be a comedy to them? or will it be something they’ll get bored of? all I ever do is lie I mean I have to hide stuff constantly from my parents it gets exhausting after awhile

Ik dying isn’t always the answer so idk why people think it is all it does is just nothing g yeah you’re dead but like are you happy at the end? no Bc you’re dead you can’t feel anything? instead of getting your life in order people choose to take the heartbreak route all that is doing is just passing down your pain to someone else

it’s okay

that’s not always the case tho for me 2 almost 3yrs ago when I was almost dead (Bc I had almost successfully committed suicide) after I almost had made that decision yes I was severely depressed but people in my life were happy and all I had to do was put on a mask but putting on a mask is what helps the depression build up Bc you so badly want to say “no I’m not happy I’m at the verge of death” to people but you can’t but when you take off that mask and let people see who you are they will help you that’s how it was for me my friend she helped me sm with my life she knows how my childhood was and what I’m going through now she still stayed happy Bc her friend (me) was able to survive Ik others emotions seem to matter more but when you’re in this state nothing is worth more than focusing on yourself to get more help and to get more happiness with the right friends and family you’ll overcome this

tbh I feel like when people think of me on here they hear the melody in their heart from “Get you the moon” to me that song if people think of me and connect me with that song it leaves a serene place in my heart it helps me feel happy and appreciated

a couple of my friends are like that some it’s Bc they don’t know how to handle things and others it Bc they’re fake if someone you know will listen and care for you there you go there’s your person

everyday I wake up thinking “just suffer a lil more it’ll get better soon” but the nights are always the same I end up breaking down but Ik it’s better to let things out than to torture myself more to hold it in

that’s not a good combination a - and a - don’t go well if you have a - and surrounded by a + there’s more of a chance you’ll feel happy Ik tang fro personal experience ally he - people that left me or I left them and surround myself with + people it really changed my life

*ik that from

*personal experience -

okay

that’s good

oooo have you downloaded love Nikki yet?

ahhhhh dang ;-;

oh well

it’s okay but just so you know a friend who ruins another friends happiness over something small like not being in a squad isn’t a friend when I found that out I was in 3rd period feeling like everything was my fault I hated feeling like that

btw imma go now see ya in a few days maybe???

Thank you❤️

This is gorgeous!! 💓💓

Thank you 💘

NICE!

Lol whats the mxssquad account password again???