I hate my blushhh:((

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I hate my blushhh:((


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I lovee itt:)))
I dontttt:(
well I doo:)
well Emma is lying
I never lie:((
sureeee
mhhhmmm
mmm
it's true you know
I don't think so
whyy not
because
because?
nothing
hmmm
hmm
copycatt
copycats
sure
sure
sure
you seem a important person for emma so I think you should know that emma just shot herself-lila(her sister)
wait what?!
she shot herself I don't know why-lila
I can't live without her
I don't think she's dead James i think she's gonna be okay
*looks down and walks to bathroom and grabs blade
don't if she wakes up and she knows this she'll k ill herself
she probably did it because of me
no my brother said her best friend k illed herself because of something Emma said and now she thinks she has to d i e
when was this?
an hour ago I'm not sure
*looks down*
she just texted me to say she's okay!!
*lifts up head
*smiles* she says she'll be on in a minute
*nods and plays with hand
J-james?-em
e-Emma
I'm sorry
f-for what*looks down playing with hand
I'm not sure *looks at you*
*plays
*takes your hands and puts them around my waist while hugging you*
*hugs back softly*you scared me Emma
*holds u* I've been so stupid
why
*shows you a big scar* I shot myself that's kinda stupid
*holds you*never do this again
*looks up at you and starts to cry*
*hugs you
*hugs back and cries*
shhh*strokes your hair while holding you
*looks at you and sniffles*
*holds you
*smiles with tears in my eyes and strokes your jawline
I love you baby
*smiles* I love you too babe
*smiles
*bites lip and whispers*i want you
to do?
*looks at you*i want you to kiss me
*kisses you
*smiles and kisses back*
*smiles
*lays down on the bed
*lays on you
*grins and pulls you close
*smiles kissing your neck
*moans softly
*kisses
*moans softly and licks your earlobe
*laughs*that tickles
*chuckles and licks it again*
ewww
*chuckles* i eww you tooo
*laughs
*kisses u quickly
*smiles
*giggles and pulls you close
*smiles
*kisses your cheek