Honestly I'm so tired of being such a selfless person like you probably don't know me but all I do is care about other people and then when I try and vent to them the never listen or care. they always care about themselves. i've been super upset and slightly depressed lately and honestly the couple of people that I know do this are not making it better and it makes me so done with humans I honestly love this post I've been holding that in omg. :')

So I'm kinda like really bad at staying away from home and I have to go to a thing with my school and I might die and also SEASON 4 OF SHERLOCK IS IN A COUPLE MONTHS AND I CANT WAIT ITS TO HARD TO WAIT AND I DONT HAVE CABLE WHAT AM I GONNA DO AHHHHHH MORE SHERLOCK I CANT EVEN AJSJSJSKSJSJ

re// Bless you Senpai.

lol ikr😂

lately I've been feeling kind of left out in my friend group. like I know I kind of just joined their friend group but I feel as even my best friend that I've known sense 3rd grade is excluding me. it's honestly been making me feel really bad about myself. like "am I not good enough?" "do they not like me?" idk it's just a really bad feeling and I think about it a lot. but idk maybe I'm just being selfish or something. I feel left out when they laugh at their inside jokes and then I have no idea what they're talking about. then if I do say something then I'll probably sound selfish and all I do is care about myself and then I'll make my friends feel bad and then everyone just feels bad and yeah😔thanks for letting me rant

also sorry that's so long you don't have to read it lol

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My mom just found out I've been texting my boyfriend and I'm not supposed too. she might take away my phone. Idk tho I might be wrong. I just needed to get that out

MY SENPAI DOESNT ACKNOWLEDGE THAT I LIKE HIM AND I TRY TO TALK BUT I CAN NEVER GET A MEANINGFUL CONVERSATION OUT OF HIM

This will be very long: I've worked so hard with trombone! Band means the world to me. I feel like if I don't get first chair in band I'll have failed all my band friends and all the people who have helped me, my band teacher, my friend in percussion, my friend who plays tenor sax and pretty much anyone else whose inspired me. I also feel like I'll have worked hard and come so far for nothing. I need to prove to myself that I can do things and live my dreams and if I don't … I just don't know.

this is very generous, but you seem kind of upset due to your newest posts. how about you vent to ME