right!

hey why are you on private😓

hey?😂

bc I'm messing up everything

Wat r u talking about?

like I ruin every ones lives and don't say I don't bc I do. I bother people. I'm just a mistake to this world😓. and I can't deal with this hate not more I already have things going on at school and hospitals.

but you don't! Ur not a mistake at all! Ur amazing! And you have tons of ppl who love you. You being strong and pulling through is an inspiration for others to. Ppl in life are gonna hate and give you cràp but you can't let them win. Just keep being the girl I know you are cuz ik u can pull through💜

But I am. I'm not no inspiration I'm not amazing. lex I can't do this no more. I ruin everything. I don't wanna be here no more. none of you know what's happening in rl rn to me I'm not gonna say bc I don't wanna lose anyone. I'm just here bc I love you guys.

what are you talking about?! of course ur amazing! Please don't go... and whatever is happening to you I would always stick by ur side. And u don't ruin everything... you might think so but its not true

I'm trying my best not to go😓. I'm so sick of life. I swear. I can't deal with jt no more.

do me a favor and don't go... I can't bear to lose you😞

I'll try

but it won't be my choice it'll be up to God and the doctors to know when I'm gone

yes it will be up to God... but sometimes you can prevent it unless it's in Gods will...

but plz try for me

I'm trying to fight it away😓it too much sometimes😭Don't tell ace I'm like this pls I don't want him to feel hurt. I don't want him to leave me bc I have a stupid brain tumor.

um... I didn't mean to say it😓

don't worry I won't tell him but I bet he would never leave you.... and you have a brain tumor?...

I hope not.. and yes😭😭...

I'm off private btw

oh my gosh... I'm so sry 😓😞

it's okay😔it's just been a depressing time for me these two years...

I feel so bad rn...

No don't

but I do😞

don't lex I don't want you to feel like this. I'll be fine

soon..

but I'm worried about you...

yes😂and to all my other best friends😂💜

true mine is in the hostpital

☹️😖😫😩😭😭