while i really miss tøp, i’ve been getting into a lot of other music and i’m realizing that i am allowed to move around and like different genres. i used to feel so trapped into being this little angry emo kid that when they went on hiatus i was able to move on kind of, which makes me question if i’ll still love them as much as i used to when they come back. i know they’re probably gonna do something big since they’ve been on hiatus for so fricken long, and i want to like it, but i’m moving on and i’ve changed a lot

i guess my worry is that i changed so much that the “new me” won’t like what they put out? if that makes sense