hihi hello, I see you're online (totally not stalking you or anything) do you want to talk??

I can't talk on tumblr, but yeah.

nah that's cool, mine isn't working atm. it's just that we haven't spoken for a while and I got away in a couple days. how're you anyway?

good. a lot has happened actually. I ended up having that talk with my mom about stuff. I didn't really mean to. I just had an argument with dorothy and then my mom wanted to talk to me about it and she was angry and ended up shouting "well what do you want me to do??" and everything just flowed out about how she treats me differently and expects more from me and then it led to me talking about my mental health. she doesn't really think I have depression, even though I do. (I actually started having unexplained sadness/emptiness and suicidal thoughts at a really young age) but she was still willing to send me to a doctor of sorts. but we're not sure yet. dorothy ended up hearing some of the stuff and the things i'd been going through (that honestly were v v similar to hers) and ran in the room. mom told my dad some of the stuff later (but not all bc I told her I kinda wanted that to be between us) so now he can help too. it's a few days later and she tends to ask about my mood too much but she asked about it and is trying do it less. so yeah. there's still bad things but at least now they know and are conscious of it.

well at least they know. that's a step further than I am. I'm glad things are starting to work out :)

thanks fren. I get to see Adam tomorrow

Awh that's good. I get to see bread boy on Thursday. let me know how it goes

ok. we're going to an amusement park bc both of our families have season passes

tell me how everything. goes with bread boy

I will do. after Thursday at 8 o'clock I'm not going to be online for 10 days as I'm going on a road trip down south with my family & friends, so I won't be able to talk :(

:((

we'll just have to make the most of tonight and tomorrow I guess

yeah

I just had a really deep heart to heart with my sister

it's going to absolutely kíll me when she moves out

aw, oh no. you'll have to visit a lot

yeah, it's just, there's a lot of shít going on between her and her fiancés mum (she's a massive bïtch and basically blames my sister for everything that goes wrong with her other children) so she's pretty upset atm and she got a text off of her fiancé saying that he was going to have to move out soon and, idk it just made me sad because I really really don't want her to leave me. I know she's stay locally but I'm going to miss not seeing her everyday. it's really selfish of me to say that because she needs to live her life but tbh I don't think I can deal with staying with my parents on my own