I have an alcoholic father too, your not alone and you will get through this. I've had tough times, I know I have no idea what you've been through and I'm not trying to sound like I do. all I know is a pet really helped me, if it wasn't for my cat I probably would be depressed and thinking about suicide. If you don't already, I'd get a pet ~Tambo

If you need a "mature" friend you have me😂😂 Lol but srsly I know what it feels like to be like that I'm your age and boys my age play with Legos! I hope we talk soon! PS sorry about your father, remember you are so strong and so enough, you'll get through this!!