i'm planning on wearing a tuxedo to a high school prom to show that clothes have no gender but since i have short hair rn i'm going to look like a boy which kind of defeats the purpose. i'm also planning on taking band for middle school but i heard it's really time consuming and i'll probably already have a lot of homework and i just don't know at this point.

The tuxedo thing seems like a good idea,maybe let your hair be long-ish for prom?And band is pretty time consuming but basically everything is so.

i'm starting to discover new music. i learned that i like songs that have no singing, just people saying poetry out loud. voices calm me. i saw some recommendations from lepellier in wattpad from their spam book and i heard some of téèn sùicíde and dandelion hands but i also found hotel books in the sea of comments and his voice is very calming. sure, there are some shouts and cries here and there but over all, it shows a lot of emotion and passion.

and my parents and i went to church (my sister purposely takes to long to get ready for church so she can skip it) and i saw my mom's friend's family and they daughter (the girl who indirectly came out as bi if you remember) said she really likes my haircut which made my day. one of her little sisters was about to ask me why i look like a girl but before she could finish her sentence, her mother made her walk with her to the restroom. i also haven't seen my crush from the birthday party in a long time. she probably forgot about my existence.

and now my dad is making me choose between visiting my cousins and them judging my haircut or studying for no apparent fùcking test. great.

YES DANDELION HANDS

okay I was in all advanced classes in sixth grade, and I didn't have that much homework. and band isn't that time consuming until you get to high school