thank you so much for your advice! and I feel the same way about apologizing!😱 but unfortunately, I don't have a phone and my friend here needs very emotional apologies... and she doesn't accept my awkward apologies. I try my best to be genuine but I just can't even if I feel genuine

saaaame, and I don't know... maybe I should find a better friend... like the quote "real friends not only know your smile but also your tears" something like that

omg thank youuuu!!! I feel like this thing is completely my fault though... 😭😭😭

sorry about the time it took for me to reply... I was doing my math homework😂 and I feel kinda bad for giving you 1 sentence general replies when your advice is long and thoughtful... is that normal😭🤔

I also just finished the Christmas story by defend (I think that's her name) on wattpad. it was rated the best book of the year or something and I'm dying. the story killed me. I did not know it was physically possible for me, an emotionless person, to cry from a Christmas story... 😱😭😭😭😭😭