-to want to break through the norm of housewife or unemployed female, letting the man being a breadwinner, but my illness is what stands in my way, not my gender. It hurts to see people rag on useless women who just leech off their men and do nothing because they’re lazy or don’t feel it is their duty to work. I’m not that and I know it; I want to be a part of the change in women’s expectations but I feel powerless against mental illness. I’ve got this job, but for how long before I start contemplating suicide more seriously? Will I be able to handle it? I don’t want to be a burden. I’m unhappy sitting around and doing nothing but I know the stress will eat me up. After a while maybe I could apply for part time. But I have no other option than to do full right now. I really want to go home and still have Tristin with me but find work there while having my family and friends as a support system. I hate it here.

awh thanks 💜💜

you’re not a burden at all!! you’re so strong and you’ve come this far; i assure you that you’ll be able to handle this job. don’t give up 💛

yay congrats on the job!!! hopefully this will bring up a better side of yourself and you’ll realize what you need to accomplish to help yourself feel better 💕

this college is really good and congrats on the job

congrats!!!! proud of u! 😚

BRUH I LOVE THIS

congrats on the job !!!!