anything specific getting you down? or just life in general?

a lot of things I guess, like my parents and school grades, a lot of things are bugging me. I guess.

like my dad is really making me upset, like he keeps insulting my hamster and i made a deal with Jim that he couldn't say anything mean about the hamster and then he told me later that 'All you are is a big ball of negativity' and he will pinch me if he hear me saying somethings he thinks is negative or with an 'attitude' and like he's being a jerk and like putting me down and it's always him that does that. he's constantly making me feel bad about my self.

my mom says it's because he was raised with a lot of boys but i don't think that is a good enough reason for why he does this. and she isn't doing anything about it. I'm alway the bad guy she's always oN his side. it sucks.

sorry.

I had to say something

no, it's okay

I don't really know what I can do but hopefully recognizing the problem can help you address it better I guess