You shouldn't be embarrassed by that type of thing!!! Marvel is something that the fan base mostly consists of adults, and Gravity Falls is something all age groups watch!!!

If I saw someone's sketch book and there was tons of Gravity Falls and Marvel drawings I would imideiatly make them my friend

@the marvel thing, you have no idea how many kids there are that love this stuff. and thanks. the first page in my sketch book has a lot of Marvel stuff in it, and I showed my friend and he's like "you're addicted" which of course I said "and I just can't get enough" (like the song), but anyways, it just feels super awkward drawing alone tho. like idk what it is. it's like I don't feel like it normal to draw it. like I need a real purpose for drawing it

Is it because you're losing interest in the Fandoms that makes it so awkward?

no, I'm sure it's not that. I really don't know what it is. maybe it's because I like... feel like I'm being watched. cuz like, marvel wise, S.H.I.E.L.D. has eyes like everywhere and that makes me uncomfortable. even tho I know it's not real. but like, the people who play them are real and like ?????? idk????? I'm just super weird and paranoid and awkward for no reason???

Oh, so you think that you're being watched and judged for drawing these things, correct?

Even when you're alone?

correct and correct

Oh I understand. It's because they're real people that actually exist? I kinda feel like that too.

I'm a paranoid weirdo why did I ever confess this ;-;

I sorta feel like that when I'm home alone or doing something I'm not supposed to.

@Dice idk I'm just really weird. it's like if I'm gonna draw Ironman right now, I'll feel awkward. flustered, even. it's not too much GF, but it's still there.

guys like I'm just thinkin about it and I feel all hot and weird.

and y'all shuld kno that I don't blush. ever. but when I draw curtain things, I get a little bit blushy, and really hot

Ye I kinda know what you mean

@caption This is why I don't let anyone look at my book without my permission I feel awkward drawing what I like (like maybe someone will ask me why the heck I draw Dip so much), but most of the stuff I draw is more of practice, so screw what other people think. Your art is good and that's what matters.