Baby???

hi baby

I was alone last night 😔

I'm sorry baby I got busy and then I feel asleep when I got home

It's ok baby I was just scared

*holds you*

*lays on you* baby

yes baby*holds you*

I'm hungry baby *looks at you*

what do you want

Anything we have here to eat for lunch

ok baby

*jumps on your back* baby have you tried bean boozled

yes it is disgusting

My brother go the 4th generation and I tried one of the new flavors and it was dead fish I wanted to barf

eww

Yeah I spit it out right after I bit into it *kisses the back of your neck*

*smiles*

*smiles and keeps doing it* does it tickle cuz you tickled me by doing that

yes

*smiles* I luv you

I love you too

*pouts*

what's wrong

Nothin I just want you really bad baby

Baby????

You must like to keep me waiting and I really don't like it baby I'm sad and lonely....😭

baby I'm here I've been really busy you can't always get upset when I don't answer you

I do tho and I can't help it I'm sorry *looks away*

I'm very busy Kennedy goes to school next week so I gotta get her stuff ready

I'm sorry *puts my head in my knees* this is why I can never keep a guy

just please dont worry so much baby I'm fine

I try not to but I always do *bryce starts crying*

I know baby

*picks up Bryce and hands him to you*

*holds him*

*sighs*

Kennedys talking to Josie....

she is? I didn't know that her and Josie were close?

She just remixed Josie I really don't want her talking to Maddie or Josie but she won't listen to me and yeah her and Josie are close now because Josie told her that if we didn't pay attention to her that she could go to her house and when I saw that I felt like a bad mom *starts crying*

oh wow...*hugs you* but Kennedy is upset..you haven't talked to her..

Ik I haven't and everytime I try to talk to her she gets mad at me *covers my face* I'm such a bad mom

no you arent baby

*cries*

*holds you*

*hiccups from crying*

it's ok baby calm down

*barries my face in your chest and starts calming down*

*holds you*

*looks at Bryce looking at us*

*looks at him*

*he makes a pouty face*

*kisses his head*

*lifts up my shirt and feeds him*

*lays down*

*he stares at you*

*smiles*

*smiles and looks at him* you trying to get daddy's attention buddy

*smiles*

*smiles* Kennedy wants to stay with Bailey or Josie

well it's up to you baby

I told her no to going to Josie's and that's where she wants to go

then she can go to baileys

She said she's going there for forever *looks at Bryce starting to cry again*

she won't baby I'll have Bailey talk to her

*looks at you* ok baby

*hands you Bryce*

*holds him*

*smiles and he falls asleep*

baby im really tired so im gonna go to bed i love you goodnight

morning baby

Hey baby *looks down*

I can't take this baby I can't

baby what's wrong

I saw what Josie said like I saw everything and that hurts I'm tired of being bad mouthed over me not talking to Kennedy I don't get it cuz I don't hate Kennedy and you know I don't I love Kennedy more than anything but the fact that Kennedy wants to be with Josie hurts cause I don't want her near Josie or Maddie but i can't do anything about it but I want Josie to stop bad mouthing me cuz I can't take it cuz I really want to go on private but I'm not

baby I know

*sighs and lays on you* baby I got a question

Baby you on

I'm on baby

*hugs you from behind* baby I'm hungry

what do you want baby

Chips

ok baby

*smiles and lays Bryce on my chest and he hiccups*

*goes to the kitchen*

*lightly pats Bryces back and forgets to baby monitor is on and talks to Bryce* you know you're daddy is an amazing guy baby boy I hope you grow up like him when your older because you're just like your daddy

*smiles*

*kisses his head and he holds my shirt*

*gets the chips and walks to you*

*bryce looks for my bòòb* you hungry buddy

*sets them on the table next to you*

*smiles and hands you Bryce* I fed him not that long ago but he was just looking for my bòòb so I don't know if I should feed him or if maybe he'll fall asleep on you

idk baby

I think he's tired and so am I baby *yawns* I'm going to bed irl I love you so much

ok love you baby

Good morning baby

morning

*covers my face*

what's wrong

I have a black eye and my back is in pain it hurts to breathe

ouch what happened

Yesterday at cheer practice we were stunting and we were up in a straight up full lib and my flyer was falling my way and fell right on my face and busted under my eye

ouch

Yeah

*kisses your head*

*smiles* do you know what tomorrow is

what's tomorrow baby

Our 2 months baby

*smiles*

*smiles*

I love you

I love you baby

*smiles*

*smiles*

*holds you*

*plays with your hair*

*smiles*

*smiles* baby

yes baby

I love you baby

I love you too baby

*barries my face in your chest*

*holds you*

*sniffles*

you ok

Not really

what's wrong baby

I just have a lot on my mind and I'm just upset

want to talk about it

It's about what happened with Kennedy and what Josie said

oh ok

Yeah what's bothering me like the most is what Josie said because that keeps bringing me down and making me feel like a bad mom

you aren't a bad mom baby

Ik baby but with what she said it makes me look like I am and it hurts

I know baby

*looks at you* I want this off my mind I really don't want Kennedy around Maddie especially with what she does now

yeah

Yeah Maddie is drinking and smoking like knowing that Kennedy is with Josie and Maddie it scares me baby

I didn't know that..

Yeah it's in her bio on her account someone liked it on your account and as soon as i saw tags Kennedy was talking to Maddie I freaked out because she drinks and smokes now like I'm scared something's gonna happen to our lil girl and I don't want to lose you or her *tears up*

*holds you*does Josie do any of that?

*looks at you* Josie is apparently pregnant so I don't know but before she has drinked and smoked but I don't think she is because she's pregnant

oh ok

*sighs* I want tomorrow to be perfect and happy baby

I'll try to be on baby cause I'm gonna be busy with Kennedy tomorrow

Tomorrow for our 2 months can me you and Kennedy do something *looks at you*

if we are on

Oh...*rolls over and looks at Bryce*

I'm sorry baby

*looks at Bryce and sighs*

*rolls over and faces the opposite way*

*gets up and sits on the bathroom crying* why do I ruin everything

*sighs*

*cries and starts bleeding*

*gets up*

*cries*

*sits in the end of the bed*

*cries in pain* b-baby

what's wrong baby??*looks at you*

*cries* I shouldn't have done it baby I'm sorry

done what??

*cries and covers my wrist*

what did you do??

*cries and shows you my wrist*

why?..

*looks down* I'm sorry

why did you do it

Because of everything that's been going on it hurt me a lot I'm sorry

I'm sorry *cries my eyes out* I'm never gonna be the best girl

*cries* I'll just go I'm sorry

Baby are you on???

yeah

*looks down* I'm sorry baby

it's ok

*looks at you* I have a surprise for you but you have to stay up here with Bryce baby

ok baby

*gets up and kisses you*

*kisses back*

*goes to the kitchen and gets stuff out of the pantry and freezer*

*waits*

*cooks and puts two things in the oven*

*watches tv*

*finishes and makes us plates* baby

yeah baby

Come downstairs to the kitchen baby

ok*walks downstairs*

*smiles* Happy 2 months baby

*smiles*

*smiles* I'm happy I'm with you and no one else baby

me too baby

*sits down* first time cooking for you in the new house

*smiles and sits down*

*smiles* I love you more than anything baby

*smiles*

*starts eating* this is really good I didn't expect it to be this good

*smiles and eats*

*smiles*

Baby is Kennedy still mad at me???

yeah I think so

Idk how to fix it cuz when I talk to her she won't talk to me about anything so I try to fix everything but she won't talk to me

she is just upset

Ik *finds a long piece of spighettie

Spaghetti*

*smiles*

*smiles* I can't find the end I think it's on your plate baby

oh really?

Yeah really

Good night baby boy I love you more than anything in the world

GOOD MORNING BABY!!!!!❤️😘😍