A mixture between m*nstrual s@dness and not being able to see my boyfriend or best friend for who knows how long is making me 😭😭 seriously I keep almost crying or scre@ming into my pillows. I semi-jokingly went to my calendar and scribbled out the times I would see them and replaced them with sad faces, and then I saw prom and couldn't handle it. I was gonna get to see him for such a long time for prom and it's probably gone too. Idk if it's c@ncelled or p*stponed or what but still, it probably is c@ncelled and I h@te it. I was gonna get to see him at least 2 other times this week and they're gone. We were gonna go out this Saturday but my city is under lockdown quarantine and he said it was looking bleak in his end. This fricken s*cks

I have no clue when I'll see them again. I'm already use to being stuck in my house with nothing to do, but the few things I got to do are gone and the few times I looked forward to something are gone too. I love seeing them and now I can't

H0meschol is terrible and I h8 it. I'm stuck in my house and I'm lonely as cr*p. I have things all around my room that remind me of my boyfriend and best friend and it hurts

I CANT SAY H0MESCHOOL PC. ARE YOU KIDDING ME. IM ALREADY SAD AND P*SSED AND YOUR ST*PID CENSORING IS NOT HELPING

Or maybe it was cause I had the @ in cr*p instead of the * yeah that might've been it too

If someone has cute animal pictures or something that'll help cheer me up please send them

Dude I feel this so bad... I miss Ren so much and idek if I’ll get to see him before he goes on his mission because of this stupid virus. And I’m always lonely because I’m stuck at home all the time. I shall send you cute animal pictures though