dear sierra, im sorry that your brother died. When my grandpa died i didnt cry but then over the years the sadness came in waves. i know how you feel. while o was reading your posts i realized how lucky i really am. i might not be rich or famous but i have my friends and family thats worth more then all the gold in the world. so thank you. you are an inspriration! ❤️💛💚💜💙💜✌️👊