Under no circumstance should I be left to my own thoughts, but I don't want to be followed around everywhere.

For the recital, my ballet teacher wants me to lean against someone smaller than me, but I don't trust ANYONE SMALLER THAN ME TO SUPPORY MY WEIGHT. We tried it many times. I'm definitely gonna fall in that part of the recital.

Also for ballet, we memorized all of the dance stuff, but my teacher says we have to follow what the front row does, even if it's wrong. The front row are little little kids. They do it wrong. I don't wanna follow them. They don't know what to do. Plus how do I watch them AND DANCE. ID BE BEHIND

Hmm what else. Oh, I've been trying not to think about my friend that much. But it keeps coming back!!! I keep getting filled with sadness and anger. 🙁 Aghhh it hurts. I'm not gonna talk to him about it, cause it'll ruin friendyness if there's even a chance of being good friends again. Aughh it feels like he's forcing to be around... No. Not doing this. Screw him. I don't need him. Totally don't...

Okay ughh I just wanna talk but have no one to talk to.

I need irl friends...

I use to be upset if we moved, but not that I don't wanna be around my friend!! I wanna move! I wanna make friends! I might actually be able to go to school!

Y'know how pc will give you options of stuff you've recently commented? Mine are all thank yous, haha

Ahh stop entering my headddddd

K, I think I'm done. Thanks for reading

💜💜💜💜i need someone irl to talk to too but the people on here work just fine

^^same lei! and hey I’m totally here for you! it sounds like things have been kinda sucky lately, and I get it cos I’ve been there too. I really hope that you have a good week tho and that things go better 💕